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This poem is dedicated to a very special woman, she
knows who she is.
I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW.
If I could capture all the colors of happiness and the splendor of heaven,
onto a canvas of fine linen; I would paint a master piece, that is you. I
would neither add nor take away anything; Just encase your portrait into a
magical frame that posses the ability to make you remain the same, as the
beauty on the canvas and the wonders of the frame, throughout all eternity.
I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW.
I invision our bodies gently intertwined, sweat dripping from your body, yet
pouring from mind. Tears of joy you'll began to cry, as I kiss them away,
by and by. This is my vision of pure ecstasy, we're both calling on someone,
neither of us can see. My heart pupates at an orgasmic pace, I close my eyes
only to see your face. Your hypnotic eyes and voluptuous lips, my eyes move
all around your body; as my hands caress your hips. Wild, passionate, and
uninhibited sex; If not in this life time, maybe in the next. Surely Venus
can hear my plea, for our bodies to cum together,"LITERALLY," Maybe
I should be down upon one knee as I pray to Venus subconsciously. That would
be the thing to do, if hoping to explore new realms of joy with you. Maybe
not maybe so, at any rate;
I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW!
DEDICATED TO MY SPECIAL LADY.
FROM, YOUR'S: NEED I SAY MORE!
CUPID SENT ME!
THE BEAUTIFUL ONE
To my knowledge, no one has wanted more that I want you.
Why should I say the reason are unknown, when they're all my own.
Like love, everything has a meaning, but too me, you have definition.
Unexplainable is my interest in you and tangable are the feelings I feel
when ever I'm near you.
When into your eyes I gaze, my mind is truly amazed,for beauty and distinction
prevails,especialy when you smile.
I pray to the heavens to have you, even if just for a short while; to have
fun with:
THE BEAUTIFUL ONE
Dedicated to, Gina Daniels:
Written by:still yours,Teresa.
Key Playa
written by Pep
Key said "if I was in a room with two other's and my face was
hidden, would
you know me in a taste test?" To which my reply was "Yes". She replied
"How?"
I responded, "Well (first), if I was blindfolded and could only use my
mouth,
I would have to go by your grade of care. See cause, you can mix cotton
candy
anyplace, but it won't melt anywhere."
One Lick
written by Pep
My Love'her and I do not make love often
But when we do it is worth "a wild"
Sometimes I Love Her for who she shows me I am
When I step up to her magnifi'scent style
Womyn of convo leading to cycles
Who's on and off, missing as such
She realized it is the LOVE that keeps me
And how I long for her delicious TOUCH
Kisses are not the same without "better daze"
Of a chased heart-nu in pitter patter
But like a camp song I sing along
"I wanna put my blender in your batter"
Talked down from a thousand to one promise
I could not deny my Love the creation
She said "standing up or lying down?"
And to work went my imagination
Supine or prone? Of course…prone
And her belly to the bed she must go
Legs on both sides and P to the corner
Are you ready to start a little show?
There she is, my treat "One Lick"
And how I planned to dive in slowly
I am over her, my belly rides her back
My arms locked round thighs, overflowing
>From the front to the back…as all Ladies are taught
My tongue in her meadow had...one stroke
"I rode it like I stole it" and the pleasure was all mine
Cause on two licks…Hell, I might choke.
"Season Me" written by Pep aka blkpepper
(posted 9/27/03 HBO/The Wire/Detective Greggs Post 2:05 EST)
There is something in the melody of what she leaves on my
palette to be
desired by more than skin. Like an autumn leaf I'm falling in a
shedding grace of
an 'appealing that can no longer hide as a hinderance to shadow my
growth. In
the preparation of the ice water falling upon my soul's nakedness
wintery goose
bumps give way to the cauldron of silence. Marinating in the base of
the
reflecting sound I am now seeds in Earth waiting to spring forth,
through soil.
Twisiting in drill like motions until I find a substance hard enough
for me to
learn a lesson and define my perspective never changing goal. The more
I see,
the more I want "desire" until finally I peak in pushed hunchback to
show a
bud. In the full blast of summer when we blend into shapes and colors
from the
rainbow's storm to share the pot of gold of wisdom, it is the freedom
to create
and challenge the "I's" to be more than what it is. Like walking
through a
house you've lived in all your life but took the footsteps of sight for
granted.
What she teaches in the delivery of words I consider the
dialect of native
tongue, you can't imitate by acting out loud because once repeated it
has a
tendency to be watered down. She's the type of womyn you have to feel
with closed
eye and soul. Just like making love...but better.
"Pep Talk: The Pre-Requisite"
a cluster of thoughts from "2 I's N Pride" written by Pep aka blkpepper
I
was on the phone, pacing
Wanting to get into the vibe of chat
To be understood
It would not matter that I could explain
My situation being a Womyn
And call my Womyn a man
Just to clarify some understanding
So I could get a little healing
On the radio..
*
My Lover left me and fell into the hands
Of someone who could not correct my mistake
And I'm watching my ex
Go through changes
Finally now that she is my friend
I cannot pursue the desire
Because she is hurting
In a way where I can't heal her
I can't touch her
You see the shell of my love
Holds the same face that disappointed her
And she always thought I would never mature
Yet my love is magnified
In the echo that did her wrong
For I am hollow and alone.
*
I don't want to Love her because she left
But Love her because in the right of her worth.
She's always gonna see a man named "Bill"
in Lesbian Motherhood
cause the system is subliminal
and designed by Man like compact cotton or hot dogs
Life is a struggle to stay happy
And I tried the Traditional
But it made me sick
And all womyn by the same name don't game
So Baby please don't try to make me change that.
*
The sleep creeps
Run and hide because they get scared when opened
Scared to lock into a LOVE forever
And Ms. Show'off'y can't commit
Because the best is not enough
And if she's open she's gonna open someone else
Using everything you taught and more of exploration
Adoption is red tape high
And temptation is delicious
And sleeping with an extra name
No medical clearance
Holds how many secrets of childhood pain?
Doing her wrong, bringing the fear of
Issues and Tissues to your bedside
Night-sweats and Stalkers
Society, Politics, Family Stress
Neighbors
And a car load of Straight Clowns with noise makers
To the next Lover
Who catches hell trying to prove
Love pieces fit Lesbian to Lesbian
Right height of like
My worth, your worth and the whole expensive gimmick
To keep us going on gifts and lies just to see you
As a falling star
It seems the only right thing is
For each of us to love ourselves
But I can't teach her how to do that
If she does not trust the lesson
>From my lips
And she married Jealousy to protect her
>From A Poorwomyn's copyright on Truth
*
I've been from here to Cali looking for the right womyn
Passing thru on a face value and responsible character
And I know love, finance and communication
The secrets that bond man and wife in the closet shadows
To "always be true to yourself" when your mate can role-play PRIDE
*
If I tell you I love you and I feel a flag of caution
Then I am afraid
If you tell me you love me, because I need to hear it
Then you are not loving me
But patching my wound
And I become your dependent
*
So if I tell you "drugs are going to separate us"
And you lose me in your life
By not listening to the purpose of me in your life
Then in the riches you gain
Of those who spend you
Take the gem of inner'scents
And we rise like aggravated name calling yeast
Tense and diseased.
*
I loved my Wife and found fulfillment
And lost her to find myself
Now I give as much of me because
I care enough not the be rejected
Not used
Not abused
But a quantity of friends does not mean quality associates
No matter what they may say
"Pep's tattoo reads: "to love womyn"
*
So at the source of inspiration of being where I am:
We all want someone when we have nothing
so the rewards are as rich in "memory" of what we had
when that was all we could afford
and love was free.
You will always remain the same
cherished, true treasure
no matter where we are.
*
I have the purpose to live without my past
I also have the pressure to endure
The familiar faces
And the battle to not touch her
To get out of the house
And not drive by where she is
In the mind I know as home
*
Because I love her
And I know she's going to try me
I can't allow the game play
What I deserve is my love returned
And I cried like Rain until she came with her Bow
Shooting me once again
And it felt so good
I caved in
*
PepBella@aol.com
Me and My Red Bow
written by Pep
Sex is not what it used to be
And I wear this red bow to remind me
I lost a friend and unknown friendships
To love.
I am not racist, but a rainbow reflection
Of those who prefer not to judge.
Just as the trees, I wish we were free
United
To stand for a cause.
If the girls were pick
And the boys blue
What color would you be?
Simply,
For the fact
That I am different
I am labeled
And bashed
Bruised
And hidden
As not to shame my family's past.
My identity by birth
In all that can be
It is the red bow you see
The bow of my heart
Tied to me
Wanting nothing more
Than to love love
Honestly
I ask you
To understand
Before another unfortunately dies
Being gay
Is not about you
What you have
Or how far from you
You desire me to be
It's not a
Question
Of dominance or
Reproduction
For me to convey
I am the I in
PRIDE
Accept me as I stand
Respect me for my
Journey
Or leave me to love
Myself
That would mean more to me
Than the words you speak to me and my red bow
What is it like to be in love?
PepBella@aol.com
A woman loving
the same
in fear of intimacy
A childhood experience
A rough man
Someone who didn't understand her "no"
Unreported
Through rape
Through molestation
Through hiding your identity
When you walk down the street
Bruise less
Childless
High and alone
Running away from home
At this moment
I am embracing you
My husband
My brother
loving the same
unnamed
unashamed
united band
twisting around your finger
when you wish and pray a lovers safety
I could never be
As strong as you
So I extend my respect
To you
Deep down wanting
The world to know
What it is like to be in love.
Four Chambers and Tomorrow
written by Pep
In a second
As quickly as clapped hands
I'm running down a long corridor
Away from death
Because HELL called me by name.
Suddenly in darkness
A series of doors appeared.
The one I chose
Was as red as roses.
It had a lock
-But me and my luck
realized it had not handle.
I pushed it with all my fear
And just as the beast of death
Reached out to grab me
The door
Took me in.
At the force of myself
Once in
I tripped and fell.
Inso hearing laughter and
"you'll never make it"
from the other side of
the red door.
As I inhaled
Surroundings of blackness
The door had wooden hinges.
I blinked to look closer
But the door
Was not there anymore.
I sat paranoid and
depressed
For at least
A half-hour
Before I realized
I was safe.
Emotions being what they are
There was a tear on my face.
So
I
Searched my pockets
For a cigarette
Found the brand X
Pulled it out-half crushed.
Looked for matches
Like a junkie.
Checked myself twice
Still didn't have them.
"Jesus Christ" and I began
a small conversation.
The louder I got
The louder the voice in my head
That said,
"stop smoking, you don't need them"
so I was
quiet.
It was my mind
I was losing.
In plea
"Lord Have Mercy"
Just then the
second door appeared.
This one was
As yellow as brass.
Has a handle
-but no lock.
Oh boy
Did I analyze my situation
Aka catch twenty two.
I stood
Hesitated a bit
And through this door
I too went.
Took a few steps
And then a few more
Curious to the music
I had never heard before.
When I looked to the ceiling
It was stars.
Shooting freely.
In an instant
The door slammed shut
I remember because
That slam went right through me.
Like a sixth sense
>From the door to the floor
I looked and noticed
I could return no more
The floor
Of dirt
Had six feet holes
And I was standing
On the border.
Until the border
Began to disappear.
In quick footsteps, the music
Got louder
Hello..hello
Was there another LIVE body?
Hello echoed back
With no reply.
This vacuumed floor
Was gaining on me
Coming in
At all angles.
I was trapped
I was
Swallowed - falling
Into a glass tube
Head first tumble
And sliding like
The last sip
Of juice always stuck
In a straw.
Up and down.
All I could think of was
'gravity is going to kill me."
Then I heard…
"You should fall no more."
The tube ended
In a force of motion -
I flew a distance
But surprisingly like a cat
I landed on two of my four
Right at the door
Marked number three.
It read
Push me
It' color was emerald green,
I took a step back
Thinking, "what next?"
Had no choice
Could be no worse than experienced?
So
I covered my eyes
Walking in backwards
A got a lite tap
On my hip.
I looked down
Into dancing eyes
And a friendly smile
Of a young child
Who's exact age
Was unknown, but
Did ask
In a bit of a snicker
"what are you so afraid of?'
I bent down and said
"gee, I really don't know."
More children gathered
The first took my hand
And we led a path through the rainbow.
They were all shorter
Than you and I
Wiser than you think.
Each one touched a part of me.
My face.
My clothes.
My heart.
With each step at hand
The child matured.
The journey was
A path of life.
The grey haired child
Still holding my hand
Led me to a mirrored door
But from underneath
This door
Numbered four
There was a radiant light.
The words thereafter
I'll never forget:
"This door is mirrored
I hope you like what you see
Thank you very much
For sharing
Life
With me.
You must move on
The succeed and achieve
Because you were born
To lead from the seed.
>From you
I'll tell truth
I know it will fix.
Today is never day
And the time, six, sixty-six."
My hand was freed
As all the children flee
It was then I noticed they had wings.
At the door
I could procrastinate no more
I opened it and said farewell
To the babies of decision.
The light
Sun bright
Again
I heard my name
Finally a chair.
So I sat there
And tried to take this all in.
The music soothingly clear.
In deep breath
I exhaled, "no cigarettes"
Inso I said, "My God"
And there was a reply…
I asked, "why?"
And the voice said to me
We are Three
Farther
Sun
And In-visible Mind
Heard your life's confession
chose your road quite wisely
if four was one
you'd be reversed
so learn your lesson very carefully.
Four doors you've encountered
Running from belief not beast
But in you hard roads have taken.
Red to love
Yellow to watch where you are going
And green to grow into reason.
The light you see..
I've never left you to be
In the four chambers of your heart
Tomorrow there will be sunshine
And with that you will find
With you new beginnings must start.
In a second
As quickly as clapped hands
I am where those will listen
To say, Check your lights
They may flicker
Through the doors you
Choose and go
It's not where you've been
It's where you are going
Four chambers of your heart
in Tomorrow.
A Little Help
"Remember…whatever you decide is best for you,
you have my love and respect '
cause we will always have the truth in common"
- Pep
Molested Little Child,
when you grow up-will you be gay?
Will you ever be able to express the love you feel, in a normal or
proper way?
Please don't carry hate
in the anger released
As to go out with your life say a louder
"stay away I don't wan't you to treat me like that"
and then run as fast as you can for some help.
Just don't kill me in expression.
Don't spread the fear of
love, to one another
When and if you grow, into a molested lover.
Littleman, Littlegirl
-Want to save you under my wings.
Where you can find cover in the cereal bowl.
There's a lot of us staring into milk. Trying to get on with our lives.
As if we thought we could.
You can pick your
friends, but not your family.
I guess that's where life becomes cruel.
Who do you trust , when the line is busy
And you hold it all in your threatened pool?
Molested little one, there is no superhero. No one can save you but you.
I hope to hear you
tomorrow, not angry that Mama didn't save you-
And not crying in your pillow. She didn't know
We all didn't know1 But I
STILL LOVE YOU. And I want to save you. I want you
to believe in yourself. Don't think about the anger, the disappointment
of
you and your trust-
to everybody else.
Run baby! Run as fast as
you can, before you are too old to get a little
help.
When you grow up, be
sexually free
-not forced into something you think you might like.
Tonight
Choose your date, your possible mate
Carefully because you'll need some time.
I know how you feel
Your heart is made of steel
But you're not alone
Anymore
I heard your cry, with that twinkle in your eye
Sending a part of me your way
Please pray
For all the children who need help.
Yesterday?
Tomorrow?
Today!
"KEY"
written by Pep
I
call her "Key" because she keeps me open. Open to the possibilities of
being the Love'her that can multiply the orgasms in her mind. You see
I've been a
Lesbian long time. Old soul in new skin. Telepathically speaking to the
center
of any Womyn's gateway. If I am needed, she'll release a scent and her
need
will override her heart and weigh the possibilities thus providing a
way for me
to gain entry.
written by Pep aka blkpepper
When we met I was a guest in her home, somewhat naïve to the master plan designed for us. She was a eight to my eyes and a ten to my heart -- if the scale went no higher. Everything you want in a Lady. Soft kisses, with eyes like Bambi that made you "serve and protect". The reasons to desire her company are simple. In the equation of love, if you skinned me down to my soul I would know nothing more than the free universe. To be one in the many able to roam on the other side where the words you read label me dyslexic because as I read over your shoulder I am the Spiritual angel reading backwards. The Mini-me can teach us a lot.
To be contained in the flesh of sexuality and fitting pink and blues the tradition to reproduce, aren't you suppose to love your mate and not marry for the shame of being single? Well what about love and the union to witness a ceremony by few friends and family instead of kissing your Lover goodbye before you open the door to say goodbye? How is it that no one is really thinking about what happens in the straight bedroom after marriage and yet to be gay is so taboo that folks are written out of wills, blindsided, abused in such a manner that...I need an island to save us all?
A LESSON IN THE WAY SHE HOLDS ME
When she holds me..she is holding me. All my thoughts, fears, what if's, could be's, have beens, have nots, have forevers, job stress, good day bad, bad day good, up-down tears joys and red eye sniffles 'cause I'm sick - she is Doctor and Nurse, Companion, Partner, Mate, Queen, Earth, Reason for Living in the Survival of Strength, Teacher, Patience and Fire in a timely manner. She cannot be bought, manipulated, pushed or pulled to do anything other than love.
Is this not what we have taught us embracing one another? What you see
and hear are the sounds of the actions echoing thru love tested, tried
and true. It's not all sex in the adventure but the control the emotion
so that no harm comes to either party. Toss no stone...love is the one
expression you own from birth. Let no one ever steal the ability to
feel what you feel when she is holding you, lover to love her -
stronger than any bond...nurturing to what is needed most...space to
grow and someone to listen because you can't teach a lesson..unless
you've learn it or loved a love and lost.
The Naked Silhouette
written by Pep 2002
If you could share your experience
I'd try to delicately protect your passion
And I'd listen simply to escape the mistakes of darkness in the Rainbow
If you would allow me to emerge like the wind
I'd try to ease the stress to make you less worrisome
Confident and ready to explore our friendship and mutual trust
With aches and salted tears in bandaged wounds
I can no longer carry my past and your hand
So I choose your hand over the weight of luggage
To enjoy every moment, moving forward
If you construct our potential toward reality
I can only respect you as fearless in the transformation of me
A lesson I am Honored to learn in the center of you
I am eager to apply all that I know toward destiny
Destiny being the journey of mind, body and soul
Areas you currently occupy in Spirit
A happiness I have never seen nor can describe because it is you
Away from fitted and flat sheet
I want to reassure you there is a difference between
Being alone and loneliness
Hoping someday when you cup your hands
You will recognize the petals and fragrance of Love as a flower
With no need to cry in silence for water or sunshine
No fetal positions to wake in the dew of morning
When my two lips embrace your life as cornucopia
And you discover my naked silhouette is sincere
No matter how cold your heart
Or the height of your fortress
I believe you are worth my time, my energy
And I want to be with you, beside you, and in your corner
For as long as God's time will allow
As my decision, I choose you
Come hell or high water
But are you as thirsty for me?
Three
Years, Three Days and Counting....
C 1995 Pep/National Library of Poetry/Editor's Choice Award)
The sweet scent
Of surrendered passion
Lingering your name
Smiling like to sun's
Everlasting touch.
So soft the need
Of an astrological soul,
In this naked and bare
World-you found your
Twin..cradling life
A mate
In the reflection of us.
-streamed tears of
happiness
rain today..to unite
the gold circle dance of love
that will steal your sweet scent!
And hush, while I fade
into secrecy
Cherishing our moment of color
Bi-sexual lover, I'm
crying
At the back of the church.
PEP TALK 101
There she was...
invisible to everything but my soul.
I drew her in
closer with my hand upon her waist.
Curves that were etched like smooth stone
but moved like a glove protection caressing my fingerprint..
and I opened my mouth
for the coolness of her mixture.
Wanting her to be more to me
than any ordinary original
prior her arrival.
My lips
quivered in such a motion for her explosion
that I could not, would not want to miss any drop
of her identity
falling in
towards me.
Yet I fall for her in my World
of living gravity.
The desires flow through me
like an immeasureable temperature
that is echoing in my mind
and I bring the hardness of her to
my open skin with closed eye...
and slip in a long passionate swallow.
She is labeled "bottled water",
and I need her to survive.....
c with the
circle Pep / Sept 17th, 2003 3:20pm EST
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ShePoetry
By L. Shawntrell @sensual519@yahoo.com
She is thick,
Between the span her waist and hips.
And when I think about her, it makes me lick my lips.
Caramel colored skin, and when
Our bodies converge, it's a nice blend,
Of caramel and mocha.
It's so plentiful that our cups runeth over.
Beautiful brown eyes.
Sometimes, they seem as dark as the midnight skies,
And in them I can decipher between the truth and lies.
She has lips that are soft enough to kiss.
She has the lips that I long for the lips that I miss.
Succulent Breasts,
And when I'm in need of comfort, I rest
My head upon her chest,
And I cling to her as if she were my last breath.
For she is beauty in motion.
As subtle and strong as the undercurrents in the ocean.
For she is the sensuous ebb of the tides,
That makes them rage and writhe, fall and rise.
As her body recites poetry to me.
ShePoetry.
WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYEZ,
I CAN SEE UPON YOUR HEART
KNOWING AND ASSURRING EVERYTHING WE'VE ESTABLISHED WILL NEVER FALL
APART.
IT STARTED OUT AS A CRUSH BUT THAN IT CAUSED MY BLOOD TO RUSH,
MY HEART TO BEAT FASTER THAN ITS NORMAL BEAT
MY BRAIN SPEAK TO ME AND MY LIPPS TO SPEAK TO YOU
THESE THREE SIMPLE YET POWERFUL WORDS
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
BY:
SHARON HARRIS
the First by Jennifer Ante
I am trapped by love
to breath the very essence
that makes my beating heart, beat
faster each second
quicker for I yearn
feeling vulnerable to the very touch
capturing all
and yes even my heart
leaving me with a kiss
oh to impede my feelings are no longer
that kiss meant, felt, dealt
with a cause to say forever
because im trapped
in love with this moment
yet this new love
your love
set me finally free
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Intuition by Jennifer Ante
afraid of the outcome
its merely science
cause and effect
if I leave
it will cause unhappiness
if you leave
it will cause less pain
yet there is little choice
since our parting
has been far too prolonged
my heart tells me to stay
yet my mind has the intuition
to tell me i am wrong
regretting the nights i cried
believing I was the only one
accepting that it was not I
that it was all about you
so my intuition told me
cause and effect
if i leave now
it will cause less pain
no more questions
of whose love do you really share
Illusions by Jennifer Ante
Love is life
If it were the case then how absurd can we truly be
humanity has yet only one passion
to destroy and multiply
hatred will cease to exist
this thought far impossible
just as malignant
as premeditation of that murder
of which many call a suicide
once you let lie to permit
illusions within oneself
too difficult to admit
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Black Pearls
By L .Shawntrell
Rough to touch, but very beautiful to behold.
More precious than metals composed of silver and gold.
Unlocking the mystery as it begins to unfold,
While images of beauty, become scorched into my soul.
It intertwined with my mind and embedded into me.
Creating a craving without fulfilling my need.
Sensual
By L .Shawntrell
Loving my image,
Loving the suppleness and softness of she
Tasting of forbidden fruits, so sweetly and bitterly.
Beckoning me,
Like nectar calling to a honeybee.
Enticing me,
Drawing me nearer and nearer to thee.
A woman's touch, a woman's carress
The way her body felt pressed against my breast.
And the smoothness of her skin,
As her womanhood writhed up against my chin.
My tongue, stiff and swiftly licking between parted lips
As she began to sing the siren's song, while bucking her hips.
As she began to open up, I felt her cumming.
It was running like a river into a stream,
That meandered off somewhere in between
Ecstasy and fulfilling her wanton dreams.
IT LASTED FOR ABOUT A YEAR AND SIX
MONTHS
AROUND THAT RANGE, BUT ONCE U STARTED TO MESS WITH THAT GIRL ON THE
3RD FLOOR IT ALL CHANGED. YOU GAVE UP ON US! I WAS THERE FOR U THROUGH
EVERYTHING, FAMILY,FRIENDS, THE LIES AND ALL THE TIES U BROKE.
WHO WAS THERE FOR U? I WAS, THEN U TURN AROUND AND
SLEEP WITH SOMETHING SO CHEAP. IT ALL HAD TO END WHEN U BROKE ALL MENDS
AND CAME UP WITH THAT TREND. NOW I HEAR IT DIDN'T LAST BETWEEN U TOO,
GET ONE THING STARIGHT U CANT MAKE SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY WORTH
NOTHING
AND CHEAP INTO SOMETHING EXPENSIVE BOO.
THE KID
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Welcome.. I'd like to invite you to vibe with me.
I go by the name of Singh A. Lebrun and the words
I'd like to share with you are entitled...
"MY BODY IS..." © ...Relate ! and Enjoy !
I remember the first time I slept with another woman while I was with you. It was not too long after I found out that you had been lying and cheating on me. It was so awkward and very unfulfilling. Revenge is not a healthy emotion and anything done in its attempt yields undernourished results. It felt like she didn't, quite, know my curves as well as you. And I couldn't, quite, give her my all because I was too busy, quite, yearning to give it to you...
"MY BODY IS..."
I remember the second time I slept with another woman while I was with you. Once again, it was not too long after I found out that you had been lying and cheating on me. This time it wasn't so awkward and unfulfilling for revenge was not my motive. This was my silently, womanly, way of letting myself know that I was not your fool and that your "game" was not as tight as I allowed you to believe. See baby, good is not getting caught, and had I not wrote this compilation of my words to tell you so - 'til this day you still wouldn't know. This time and even with my heartache, I remembered how to arch my back like you like it. And, in between my tears, my spine did shiver when I sat on top. Her tongue felt sweeter than ever before, but when her hands gripped me too tightly in an attempt to feel my soul, I had to pull away.
...Because I had already given you my heart.
I, also, remember the third time I slept with another woman while I was with you. Once again, as usual, keep up with me. It was not too long after I found out that you had been lying and cheating on me. This, however, was my moment of freedom. I welcomed the presence of her body pressure against the slimness of my caramel frame. I, opened my senses to the sweet smell of her locks cascading upon the velvetness of my copper waves. I, experience the victory of a woman's touch. I, got a chance to learn what loving a dame with some damn stamina was like. See, I had been making excuses for you for so long I really started to believe that you satisfied me. This time I didn't think about you, your other woman or what she was like, 'cause for the first time I realized that I had spent so much time in trying to hold on to you, yet missing you because you stayed gone I neglected to realized that my true blessings lied in not having you at all. Thank you!
Thank you for making room
in my life for something even better. See, I didn't think it existed
and, even worse, because of your kind of love, I didn't think I
deserved
it. But, ever since something better came along and gave me his all.
Not only do I know it exists... I know I deserve.
we are
by katrina
we are all the same by the grace of good
we have two feet to walk with
two hands to touch with
to eyes to see with and a mouth to speak
we are all the same by the grace of god there is only one problem
some are gay and others are straight you have those that are confused
and call themselves bisexual
but inside we are all the same by the grace of God
we have different personalities but we sometimes think the same
we may sometimes others don't like they way we are , the way we may
look and ,the way we might dress but to me we are all the same by the
grace of God
we should learn not to judge and look for the beauty outside of the
person but we should base our thoughts and feelings on the beauty
within
them.
we have those that hate homosexuals and those that love them.
we should ignore the negativity opionions and focus on the things that
make us happy, don't mind what others may say hold you head up and
focus
and hold you head up cause you want to live to see another day, don't
worry what others might say and think be proud cause you are what you
are, cause inside we are all the same by the grace of God.
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Name- Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
Address- 120 Culler Way
King N.C. 27021
E-mail- undersummerskies@aol.com
The
Magical Kiss
Soft,
sweet, velvet lips and eyes that long for a kiss
Yet so often it is the smile you wear I miss
And the enchanting flicker in your eyes as we meet
With the breeze so calm and the music so low
Time nearly stands still or perhaps continues slow
Somehow the ground feels as if its fallen from beneath our feet
Have the stars ever looked so beautiful up above?
And is this how it feels to be in love?
If so I surely will never retreat
A Humble Prayer
Clumsy me, I stumbled
again
May God forgive me for this sin
I plague my own soul and lock the door on myself
I pray I grow meeker and place my pride on a shelf
And give me the strength for yet another day
Wash all my worthlessness away
With tear filled eyes and a mouth of pias words
May this lowly man's prayer be heard
Stolen Dance
I saw a slight glimmer
in your eyes as I
walked to you
"May I have this dance", I said as I reached
for your hand
The next slow song we planned to dance but
the music stopped, "Is it really this late?"
Prom was over and I felt double crossed by
fate
A year has passed since then but it seems
like a decade
Tonight is the last prom I will ever attend
Shall we dance this night before the end
A Kiss From you Would be Heaven
I lie here beside you
and think to myself
I could never picture me with anyone else
I feel like I could kiss you now and all
would fall into place
Or should I wait I can't tell by the
expressions on your beautiful face
Looking for some sign I should take a chance
And what if all these signs are wrong, its just assumed romance
Once again I back away
I'll just wait for another day
A Kiss
Tucked Away
Save that kiss for the
next time we meet
Cuddled all alone then my leg softly grazes your feet
So unplanned, like a falling star
A moment so eager to pass us by
A minute to prove rationality can die
Or perhaps be tamed, its not failed so far
To gaze into your eyes and know we relate
And our lips meet before there is time to hesitate
Save that kiss so I know what these feelings are
Boys Don't Grow Up
All the days have changed
and your absence is the only constant thing that remains.
I tell myself that I no
longer care
and for a while that's how it seems.
I'm just not so sure I'm right
because I still see you in all my dreams.
To be your friend would
make me satisfied.
I could tell you I've stopped caring
all together but then I've lied.
And to be honest I don't
really
feel the way I had before so I ask
myself should I even care anymore.
I can't answer this
question
because I'm quite distraught;
forget growing up, commitment, and girls
I'll just stick to my rock
Clue Me In
You say you like me what
does that mean?
Is there a line dividing dating and
friendship?
Are we somewhere in between?
What would you think if I told you to wait?
To put all your dreams in the hands of
unpredictable fate.
Isn't taking a chance what its all about.
A blind leap despite all doubt.
Sure we should go slow and I'd never want to
go too fast.
But if we never start anything then how
could it ever last.
I've fought this battle and lost my mind, a
confused world when all is in rewind.
If everything is the same why do I feel so strange.
Maybe friendship is all that I should give.
If my heart gets broken once again how will I live?
Cursed Summer Days
Cursed to spend another
summer alone.
Or maybe I'm not cursed and this is how I belong.
And I had another dream of you last night.
Even in my dreams you still aren't mine.
Another broken heart but it helps to know you care.
Maybe only as my friend but still to know you're there.
And I'll never forget the times we spent just holding hands.
A feeling that is not the same between two friends.
My pillow is damp of reminiscing tears.
And I feel so afraid because you're no longer there to bear my fears.
But still I know this friendship will
endure, despite all obstacles its you I strive for.
To hope for a day in the future that I can make you mine,
setting right my only torture, desolate time.
Death by Love
I take a breath I think
of you
As if you consume everything that I do
Now I feel like you're water surrounding me
And every breath I breathe your drowning me
If only there was some way to get you out of my mind
Some way to erase all that past time
My memories only play back my mistakes
A vast album of my heartaches
The way I felt for you was like nothing before
And when I lost you I swear my heart tore
I know theres some way, and I will feel better
I just wish it would come alot sooner than never
Didn't You Know
Cuddling and holding you
so gently
Did I ever let you know what you meant to me
Did I ever let you know
how long I held back my emotions
To try not to hurt you, refrain from breaking these devotions
And I'd sit and think
and I'd think and sit
Not a time in my life that I've felt more pain than this
I never meant to make
you cry
You thought I loved you, well so did I
I would have gave the
world to keep things at rest
I wanted to love you, I tried my best
So I'm sorry for all the
pain I caused you
The closest to love I thought I knew
How'd you Learn to Fly?
Oh too many things have
been left unsaid
Maybe thats the reason I feel so dead
But this will be the last night that I
wonder why
And this will be the last time you'll ever
see me cry
It seems that I've lost love again
This time I'll do what It takes to make you my friend
Till this night you seemed like such a wasted prayer
As if I had only uttered meaningless words into the air
Before we met all was bland
But youv'e changed me to want to be the best I can
This gives me the strength I need to care
How can I lose a friendship so rare
I Had you Once
I can't remember just
how we met
But your curly hair I'll never forget
I always went to watch the game
Your the reason I really came
I dreamed about how it would feel to hold you
Back then I didn't have the courage but wish I told you
I'd just sit and think about how you'd be perfect for me
And again I was discouraged by your unavailability
I waited for the time that nothing could hold you back
Maybe something was missing, like the love for me you lacked
Once again broken-hearted I pulled myself together to take a stand
Maybe single, certainly not lonely I just made another friend
I Hate Your Kind
Your bitter kiss is not
enough to keep me here
But more then enough to drive me away I fear
And I'd run away everyday if I knew I'd be closer to you
And I'd give up my all my days on earth if
together we could spend a few
So my ghost may ascend but only after that day
Float into the heavens a weary travelers way
An arm I'd give to make you mine again
but only your arm such a worthless limb
To give all that I have and you betray me once more
Your words only spread disease like the love of a whore
I Miss you Sallie
I'm reminded of the first
time I saw your face
A memory not at all easy to erase
But thats not why I liked you at all
And thats not why my heart seemed to fall
And it wasn't the way you looked or dressed
But none of these things made me like you less
There was something about your eyes that
seemed to capture my interest
And something about your voice that made my
heart beat so hard against my chest
And then if it wasn't these things was it
your personalilty
No it wasn't this that compelled me
And if there was so much you could offer
which one thing would do
It was not one thing or two things not even
three but everything about you
In the Middle Lies Friendship
Is it my mind that
complicates
our
friendship or is it my heart
I knew I'd fall in love right from the very start
I cast back my feelings and said they'll go away
But there is something wrong with our
friendship, I grow weaker for you every day
I feel so alone because in any other
situation I'd talk to you
But this time its so different beacuse the
problem is you
Not a problem at all, just a sweetness which
vexes my emotions
Should I play part to this sweetness or
spurn all these notions
It's all Better when you Close your Eyes
I must admit I'm tired
of all this confusion
you put me through
Yet somehow I'm still not tired of you
If you'd just allow me to be a something
then maybe I could understand
Right now I'm not even sure if you want me
as your friend
But my heart still remains yours for the
taking
And not sure of your descisions I pray not the breaking
Is it that you want me to stay
Or am oblivious to your hints I should go away
Give me some clue so I know how to act
Am I your friend? More? Or should I know
that all hope is lacked?
Letter to a Doubting Mind
Dear, So out of touch
To those who plead broken
trust
And those who just wish to destroy us
I've tried much to hard to hold on, to let this go
I'm not near obsequious enough to do so
To give up all this that means so much
I'm happy now: Dear, "so out of touch"
Don't let your heart grow so cold
Youv'e unbottled your bitterness, unbecomingly bold
Try to see things the way they are
If anything has changed its only you so far
Things that get you down may not be so bad
And maybe your upset because you make yourself so sad
To those who wish this new relation be effaced
I will not let this occur or my happiness be erased
Next Week College Begins but Love is Today
Exhale summer and breathe
in fall
A twisted season, but made the best of it all
Finally you're here and everything is fine
The only thing I regret is the lost summer time
And that kiss that I only can wish we shared
Dreaming of a day soon for a wonderful kiss not spared
Sappy New Year
I hate the New Year and
all its fame
So I missed another kiss will anything change
And I'd blink in reverse to take back time
One hour too late to change your mind
So I made you mad you began to cry
And I'm left without a reason why
I'd help you out if I knew the problem
I have to pull teeth to try and solve them
And so maybe this year will start off the same
But I'll try and hope not in vain
Swear You'll Change
Your evil intentions
encumber
my daily living.
Your mind is a wasteland of things people would rather forget.
Why have we put up with
you? Why do we give in?
Why haven't we ridded ourselves of you yet?
Our child-like faith
won't
let us let you go.
We are filled with the belief you'll change.
We care for you and I'm
sure you know.
Will you always treat us this way?
Was the First Love the Easiest
I'd just like to let you
know
that I would never let you go
Even when I am confused
and have no clue what to do
Just to gaze into your eyes
Reassures me your worth a million tries
To keep you by my side
your loves my only guide
I'd write to you everytime you crossed my
mind
Till barren forest would be the only thing
you could find
Discreetly I've kept my love from you
praying some day to know you love me too
Was there a day that passed that you thought of
me?
Exhausted thinking of
you all night
Wishing you were here to hold so tight
I have thoughts of you, if only they could be embraced
The thought of our last kiss gives my mouth a bitter taste
If trusting in you is like waiting for rain
Its summer in the desert and I'm on a quick quest for pain
You told me that if you ever stopped caring somehow you'd let me know
The way things look now just aren't so good and that was so long ago
Everytime the phone rings I pray that its you
A month without a word, I'm moving on to someone new
What Color is Patience?
Everytime you walk by
my eyes light up
The sound of your sweet lips makes my heart erupt
I've never felt this way in, I don't know when
And till this night I wasn't sure I'd feel it ever again
So comfort me and say you'll be mine
So restless, so weary, so impatient with time
Where Dreams Abound so Does Love
Close your eyes my dear
and sleep tight
Under summer skies may I drift away and our dreams entwine this night
So I'll go to sleep and have this coma overtake me
My dreams consist of you not even hell can awake me
Memories of the days that you were mine
haunted by the days you've been gone
Asleep in the rapture of your images I never feel alone
Where were you while I stepped out?
Here comes another day,
I feel so clueless
Just another day to find that phones are so useless
Sometimes I wonder if you even care
If you did would you call to see if I was there
Would you make sure that I'm safe
Or maybe your just that full of faith
Nevertheless, you need not fear
I suppose all your "calls missed" proves that I'm still here
But here? I don't know where
I guess here in the position to watch my heart tear
You Can't Imagine the Little Things
I love the way you smile
and the cute way you laugh
The way you get lost when we are only driving two miles south
I love the way we can talk for hours on end
I can't imagine any better way of time to spend
I love the way you don't put up with crap but still are kind
In fact I love everything about you except that you're not mine
Your Dream is My Prison
Secure in love, this
platform
of quicksand
I'm the happiest with her, to destroy me is her demand
I never really say the
things I feel
You need to learn life is not that surreal
At one time I'd run to
you with arms open wide
Now I just run from you with them by my side
I'll dodge all you
immature
romance shots
And ignore your notes signed "love you lots"
I need to be free from
you prison-like hold
I enjoyed playing at first but this game's gotten old
A Moth's Hour
Where do all the moths
go when it's daytime
your so nocturnal like a moth
Always around to keep me awake but gone the
hour that the bells chime
I would love to feel your skin, so soft
Your just never here when I need you
I try to keep you here and I even plead with you
There were times that I knew you cared
but now those times are all spared
Is it that you are nocturnal, my dear
or just filled with fear?
Lazy Dayz
Listlessness is the make
up of my day
From waking up late to the constant TV watching
Exercise may appeal but the journey from the
fridge to the sofa is all I need
Maybe sloth is one of the seven deadly sins
I should know I watched a movie about it over and over again
I need a job or agenda something to keep me occupied
Or soon this dream of living without a care
and my savings will collide
Toast to the Fearless
War calls for such a man
to fight
Many will arbitrarily die tonight
Today's death could mean
tomorrow's freedom
Mother's cry "bring back my
captured son I need him"
Break down the enemies
regime and misplaced power
May our God take warriors who die this hour
The battle is the Lord's
the just will succeed
Those suppressed by this tyrrant
leader will be freed
Where'd you Find me?
The close to my day does
not consist of hugs from welcome arms
Never have I began a day with a bowl of "Lucky Charms"
I've never felt like that
I'm the best at anything I do
Just to think makes me feel so alone and blue
Excuse me, I'm clumsy,
I'm ugly, unlucky
How was it that you saw there was something to me
I'm clueless to the fact
that I could hold you attention
I'm getting a little pudgy and my hair is thin not to mention
I may have lost my
self-esteem
somewhere near my teen years
I think I'll shut up before I talk you out
of me, just add that to my fears
Cool Summer Grass
Kisses from the lips of
the one I love
Lying in the cool summer grass
Eyes focused on the cloud shapes above
To spend every day like this, is all I ask
But every day here on out I'll miss you
Those times we just held each other I'll never forget
Dying inside, how I long just to to kiss you
But by myself in the cool summer grass I sit
You've stolen from me my only dream
I love you so much but your gone
Into this heated wind I scream
Blissful cool grass is only dreadful alone
Words I'd Never Voice
Days pass by like years
I can't seem to hold back these sharpened tears
Which cut through my
cheeks
leaving just enough space
For you to see my second face
The one which keeps all
my secrets and fear
And when you see me in this light I can feel my heart just sear
Then burst into open
flames
I swore to myself I'd never change
But I'll pretend so that nothing seems strange
Everything will be ok
and its not that I don't love you
And its not that I feel bad just not the same when I hug you
But I'll always care even
if its not quite the same
And when I kiss you I pray it'll bring back that flame
I'll feel it one day but
I'll wait till I do
Just know I care and I'll always love you
Please Stay With Me (Proud to be Proud)
Yesterday was the first
day I've ever wanted to die
I'd rather be dead then watch you leave
There has never been a moment to pass me by
that I wasn't thinking of you please stay with me
Was the couch not soft enough? Was the radio to loud?
I would get on my knees and
beg you if I wasn't this proud
And is that what you want, for me to be humbled?
I said I love you, please stay, but that was only mumbled
I care too much to make a fool of myself
I have no were to put my pride I've already destroyed that shelf
So I tell you out loud just go and leave and
inside I say please stay with me
You Mean the Universe to Me
If I were blind and you
were deaf
Would you hold my hand and watch my step
And maybe communicating would be our hardest task
But just to know that you are there is all that I ask
Every mile we walk we'll walk it together
Knowing you are by my side assures my safety
and makes me feel better
And would it be my end if I should lose you
along the way
Because there's no one in this world that
could take your place
You Dear Friend
About my friend Robbie
They say that I'll hurt the one's I love most
I guess it goes both ways
You said "wait up late, just watch your post"
Dissing me blindly because of your love haze
I left the garage open so you can come
through it late
We can fix some Ramen Noodles after your date
Stay up and watch Coach on Nick At Night
You say "dude, its not like that we're still
tight"
A great friend but more like a brother
I guess thats what I should expect after
youv'e found your "lover"
Where'd you buy your smile
You can't be that happy after stabbing
someone in the back
I 'll still be your friend through this
little, girl trial
But it'll be my turn and you'll understand
once you see how I act
Casual Daydream
I stare into the blue
sky as my milkshake melts
I'd give anything to fly the way that bird just took off
I could venture so far from this place
I would spread my wings and sore beyond the myriad of hills
The sun peaking over the hills melts my
shake more and a drop lands on my bare leg
Why do I even need legs?
If I could fly running would never make me weary
When the time to lay my head on my pillow
and sleep comes I will pray to wake with wings
Olden King
Through the meadow
as far as the eye could see
the land yielded life.
This land so fertile
not a stitch of earthen
clay could be seen.
Rolling land with
grass waist high
and vegitation to make
Eden covet.
That was so long ago.
Now in its place sits
"King Groceries".
How ironic, a loss but
so great a gain.
The Moment to Glimmer
The hawk sits in the loft
for minutes he appears stiff
As a crowd gathers at this rustic barn house window
The bird is the center of all attention
Every eye focuses on him for his moment to glimmer
You almost sense pride radiating from this bird so perfect in stature
And with one swift swoop the bird capture his long intended prey
We are left in awe and short one chick the clever hawk fooled us all
My Cherubim
So small, like a grain
of salt the twinkle
in your eye
This passion which ignites my heart to flames
You, a cherubim with wings of love to
shelter me
A shadow so appealing and when you speak my
name
A voice like a choir, so brilliant
articulation
I can remember as a child pretending to walk
arm in arm with a charming man
But never a heavenly host
You have exceeded any desire of my heart
And forever you will be my angel
Hide Where I Can Find You
Come closer dear
I'll show you what youv'e missed.
Over here!
Youv'e longed to be kissed.
When mischief becomes my days
you'll know where to find me.
Moving through this haze
I can feel your breath behind me.
How did my chase
become a game.
Now longing for your taste
and calling your name.
I search for you in this darkness,
won't you come home?
Will I have to embark this
journey of ours alone?
So scared to be without you
and almost feel your skin so smooth.
Every thought is about you,
just waiting, its your move.
Till I've Lost You
Look at you, looking at
me.
What happened to the days we were free.
The times in life when it all made sense.
Now all the good times are mentioned in past tense.
With unbreakable ropes our quarrels bind us.
The demons we lost knew right where to find us.
But until our swing breaks in the park
and your hands not in mine when we're out in the dark.
I'll kiss your eyelids and touch your face.
Till we're no longer we, if that be the case.
There is Nothing a Mamaw Can't do
Today is your lucky day.
Youv'e slept the morning away
but your breakfast is prepared.
You'll never stop calling me Mamaw
I thought I taught you, I'm Grandma.
The first-born grandson who dared.
Words came from a boisterous woman
whom I love very much.
A Bible thumper with the gentlest touch.
She'll tell you how it is and leave nothing spared.
With a hug only described as loves suffocating embrace.
Each practice hair cut was like a scissor chase.
Through all these little sayings and deeds
I've never doubted she cared.
Copyright ©2003 Nathaniel Aaron Bryant
Baby open up your eyes stop all that crying you don't have to stress no more late at night after the arguing over the phone.
All the things she told you are memories running straight out the door.
You can remember how she use to hold you and how it felt great now you can forget about her and start to date.
You was never a fool just a sucker for love everyone is.
Love comes and goes and it hurts so bad when its gone
done cry dry your eyes
think before you say I love you because its going to be the same if you let it the same hurt and pain and the desire to leave the world cold and alone, think and chill and don't worry about falling in love or looking for love let love find you.....
This is for lady T don't worry about THAT GIRL let her worry about you and what she might be missing.
guess i was a fool, for falling for you
and its fair to say you played your game
but i sit and i cry
thinking bout all the lies you told me
and i sit and i cry
thinking bout times you used to hold me
it hurts so bad and i know you won't come back
it won't won't be the same
my heart its in pain, my love for you has changed it won't be the same
so don't say what you can't do
don't tell me you love me and leave me blue
don't pretend like this is gonna last forever
don't say what you can't do
Don't Say by: Lady T. (That Girl)
you are ... by katrina to daya
You are ... unique
and caring
sweet
and sharing
kind and loving
humble and dear
you are ........ loved by many and hated by few
you are......... always on my mind from time to time
when I think about the times we had with one another, the ongoing
laughs
the silent moments that turned into passionate kisses to long caresses
to hours of pleasure you are...... my treasure in the sea of love.
You are..... the reason why I have to get my mind straight and my acts
together before I settle down with you cause
you are ... Really true and dear and you will always have a place in
my heart no matter how near or far.
You are....
So U Say !
By: Dos760
4 her
You told me you care for me, i thought it was true
but now i'm sitting here with my mind all messed up
because of you..
You said i was the perfect girl, so i gave you a piece
of my heart now it seems you want to tear and break
it apart...
What can i say i felt you slipping away from me but we
made the decision not 2 put it to an end, but it came to
an end..now that you are happy I can smile and just think
back and know everything was worth while...
We said if we ever broke up we'll still be friends, just
know that the luv i have 4 U will be here 2 the end....
Rest in peace.
By Katrina BEllamy
Rest in peace CYNTHIA.
Even though
I didn't know you, you still existed in my world.
To many you were a fallen star those that knew you, you were the beauty
within them.
Cynthia, You were special to many ...
when I first met you I was happy, I was finally meeting someone that
was real and special to others.
Your death hurt a lot of people that was very important to you, I know
you are shinning down on them day to day....
Helping them with there struggles that they may face......
This poem is dedicated to you, due to the fact that I knew of you but
didn't have the chace to get to know you, from what I hear you were
one in a million and can never be replaced.
Love Always
XOXOX from an unfamiliar face.
To those that knew this remarkable young lady please remeber her in
your prayers as well as her family and close friends....
TODAY
Today
I heard the news that someone passed away
though I barely knew her my heart was in dismay
how could a life so young be gone within a flash
those who are left to mourn, her hope her memories will last
my condolences to her family and her closest friends
may God hold you together through this road as it bends
this could have been my sister,cousin,aunt,
daughter,mother
and just like the day the can't be replaced by none other
now matter how you try you cannot fill the space
now matter what is done it can not be erased
lets learn to love each other cause we are all the
same
and if you can't learn to love me let me leave the way I came
if we can't get along then we don't need to be together
I'd rather be without you than lose you forever.
lets not point any fingers, we are all to blame
tomorrow is another day don't let my sisters death be in vain.
GET OVER BY K-LOVE
SOME GIRLS FIND IT HARD
TO GET OVER THERE EX'S
I KNOW THIS ONE GIRL THAT FINDS IT REAL HARD TO GET OVER MY GIRL
CALLING,PAGING,STALKING, AND HARASSING ALL IN THE STREET.
I MEAN THEY HAD 1 YEAR TOGETHER, ITS OVER SHE NEED TO GET IT TOGETHER.
I AM NOT THE TYPE TO HATE BUT DAMN SHE GETS ON MY NERVES WITH THIS
FREAKING DRAMA SAY AFTER DAY, WHEN I SEE HER SHE ROLLS HER EYES AND
LOOK THE OTHER WAY.
I DON'T LIKE DRAMA BUT SHE NEED TO FIND SOME CLOSURE TO THAT
RELATIONSHIP WHICH IS TOTAL OVER.
I MEAN GET OVER FOR REAL BOO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
YOU REALLY NEED TO FIND YOUR SELF FOR someone HELPS YOU .....
PLAYING GAMES......BY:KATRINA
CAN I
BE
PLAYING GAMES WITH YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND AND EVEN YOUR SOUL?
I DON'T HAVE ANY CONTROL ON WHAT I, AM, I TRY TO BE ALL YOURS BUT ITS
HARD TO BE HONEST ABOUT IT.
YOUR SO SWEET, SENSITIVE AND CARING AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I,
AM, GAMING WHEN I SAY THAT I CARE FOR YOU IN An EXCLUSIVE KIND OF WAY.
I WANT TO BE ALL YOUR BUT ITS HARD TO BE COMPLETELY YOURS WITH OTHERS
ON MY MIND, ESP WHEN I, AM, SPENDING TIME WITH YOU OR KISSING OR SEXING
YOU THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE.
DO YOU THINK THESE ARE GAMES THAT I, AM, BABY I MEAN DAMN I WANT US
TO WORK BUT RIGHT NOW I MEAN ITS HARD TO REALLY STAY FAITHFUL, AND
COMMITTED AT THIS POINT....
CAN YOU ANSWER ME? AM I PLAYING GAMES!
THAT GIRL
It must have been they way she moved,
across the room, That Girl caught my eye.
I was so entranced thought I might have a chance,
Just to see her smile.
That Girl was poetry, so fly you see
I just can't let her pass.
So I stepped to her and asked her if,
She would like to dance.
We danced real slow all night you know,
That Girl has got me trippen, gotta see her again ,
I just can't let this end. Want to make my lover, my wife , my life
but first lets be friends.
AGGRESSIVE OR NOT
by T.Massey
PERHAPS IT WAS AN
OVERSIGHT
OR SIMPLY A MISREAD
BUT THE NOTE INCLUDED INSTRUCTIONS
FOR SOMEONE VISITING YOU IN NEED
STUFFED ANIMALS AND
PUPPETS
AND SOMETIMES EVEN FRIENDS
STAY NEAR TO US AND DEAR TO US
WHEN THE DESIRE IS FOR OTHERS TO END
YOU SEE
NOTHING EVER BOTHERED US BEFORE THIS "HER" ALL BREW
ALL I ASKED WAS FOR SOME HONESTY
SAID SHE WAS AGGRESSIVE........
THE WAY SHE LOOKED......
THOUGHT I KNEW
HAPPY NOW IS PERHAPS THE BOTH OF YOU
YOUR CHARM AND APPEASING SET FREE
SHE'LL LOVE TO HAVE YOU BACK AGAIN
SO DRINK, FUCK AND GIVE THE "GIRL-SIDE" OF HER MY PANTIES
Can I
by T.Massey
Copyright 1999
can i?
hello.....can i?
no really can i?
can i have just one last hurrah
can i
see the kindness in your eyes
hear the the smoothness of our voice
touch the hills on your arms
taste the passion from the flirt in your smile
can i?
can i feel the pulse between my thighs releasing drops of lust to my
heals
smell the aroma of hot, baked, risen breast perfectly formed from the
touch of the tip of your tongue
can i jerk to the beat from the rhythm of
your stick - my drum
your claps - my soprano
can i hold onto your heartbeat bounding next to mine
can i be the axis spinning
and turning
this way
no that way
on your world
can i?
no really....can i....just one
just one
last
hurrah?
UNTITLED BY mush
ITS NO GUARANTEE ON WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR YOU.
ITS YOUR DUTY TO WARRANTEE YOUR LIFE. VALUE THE MISTAKES THAT YOU MAKE
IT SERVES AS A KEY TO THE WORLD OUT THERE.
BE LOYAL TO YOURSELF WHEN TIMES ARE REALLY TOUGH
AT TIMES LIFE CAN BE GOING DOWN HILL BUT YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT ROLL RIGHT
BACK UP, NO MATTER WHAT.
ITS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU VALUE YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WITH
IT FROM THERE ON. LIFE HAS MANY ROADS THAT YOU CAN TAKE TO REALLY AVOID
OBVIOUS MISTAKES THAT YOU MAY MAKE............
MIXED EMOTIONS....BY mush
MIXED EMOTIONS
THAT STIRS CONSTANTLY IN MY SLEEP
DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN I CALL YOU BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP. IT'S
BEEN WEEKS SINCE I'VE SEEN YOU DAYS THAT I CANT WAIT, HOURS TO HEAR
YOUR VOICE AGIN AND MONTHS THAT MAKES ME WEEP..
I CANT DEFINE THESE MIXED EMOTIONS THAT I HAVE BUT ITS YOU THAT STARTED
IT . WITH YOUR WARMTH, GOOD ATTITUED AND CHOICE OF WORDS AND A HUMBLE
CHARACTER THAT MAKES ME FEEL WEIRD WHEN I HEAR IT. MIXED EMOTIONS IS
REALLY PLAYING A PART IN THE WAY THAT WE BOTH STARTED TO THE DAY THAT
WE WILL END....
untitled..by MUSH
NOT KNOWING
WHO YOU ARE MAKES IT HARD FOR ME TO FIND WHO YOU WANT TO BE.
DEFINING THE SKILLS THAT YOU POSES REALLY MAKES IT EASY TO GIVE OTHERS
A REST.
WHEN YOUR SOULS IS IMCOMPLETE THEIR ARE SO MUCH ENGERY THAT FLOWS
INSIDE
OF YOU, THAT YOU REALLY CAN'T SEEM TO CONTROL.
WHEN YOU HAVE ALOT OF PAIN IN YOUR HEART YOU CANT TELL IF ITS GOING
TO HIT YOU AGAIN. CAUSE YOUR NOT REALLY IMMUNES TO IT.
VIEWS AND OPINION REALLY DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE, JUST THE FACTS THAT
FLOW THROUGH YOUR MIND, THAT REALLY HITS THE SOFT PART OF YOUR
HEART.....
the great pain...by MUSH
the great pain
that entered my soul really portrayed how i feel when you are so cold.
not knowing that you would be so,
i try to erase everything even the tears on my face.
loving you is so unique, i speak highly of you all the time
fighting all the time makes it hard to really enjoy the times we don't.
you are so different when anger gets in your voice, you tend to be
so forceful with just a mouthful of words.
the emotions that are flowing inside of my heart will always remember
this day of great pain
what I desire......
by MUSH
what i desire
from you is the warm touches
the sweet caresses, the smile you tend to show.
what i desire si for our body to come together. so that we can be one.
what i desire is those strong kisses that you give from time to time.
with just that one kiss i am bound to do whatever you want.
my body will come under pressure with those strong hands wanting to
explore my body from my head down to my toes....
thats what i desire.....
sharing your world.....by MUSH
sharing your world with so much at hand not knowing whats really going
on at hand. i feel like there is so much to understand. You make me
feel as though your always going to be apart of my life, the way I
want things to be. i like the times that we share, when your holding
me near, kissing my lips, when your mad or even happy. telling yourself
that you love me in the back of your mind. calling my name constanly
when your home alone, you sharing your world with someone else makes
it really hard for both to go ahead and plan both of our furtures.
we just share both worlds together, i rather you share my world with
you and only you
Dear Butch by C.C.Carter
for keeping your nails filed down
and manicured while insisting that
mine stay polished and glossed
for wearing boxers and a t shirt
to bed and buying me
lace and satin nighties
for shopping in the men's department
and watching them hesitate
before showing you into the fiting room
for men giving yo hi-fives after realizng
I'm with you--for women sneaking sly smiles
after realizing you're with me
for staring at me like I might disappear
if you blink, for holding me like
I am a memory remembered
for having a soft touch contrasted to you demeanor
for making love to me as two genders with one body like mine
and crying with me when we become one
for being strong like we were told
men were supposed to be, for being sensitve
like we know women can be
for standing up to the hims
when they attack the mes
for being with the yous
for being enough man so that I don't need one
for being all woman
because that's why I'm with one
for all the times you've asked how some women
turn out to be you
Thanks for answering why some women are born me
Have a Great Day!!
"J"
| Untitled
As i sit and think of a
sweet mans kiss |
Dail Tone
Shit ain’t sweet,
it ain’t gravy either
I could be stupid, in lo